That random journal by that random girl

At some point, someone is going to look at this new handwritten Zondervan Bible. They're going to look at Nehemiah 9:30, and ask themselves, "What creepy weird person's handwriting is that?"

And that will be my bad handwriting, mixed with the calligraphy I learned inn middle school. It was to make it more legible. :P

I think I need to find ways of calming myself down. I've been noticing I've been having harder and harder times focusing, and I've described it as being filled with nervous static, buzzing loudly. Trying to focus on something I don't like through that is nearly impossible. My attention slides sideways. I made a list of ten things a couple days ago that were stressing me out, and I don't think I got everything there, either.

I'll survive. I must. The question is whether I'll survive with passing grades.